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Post by squirt on Jan 15, 2015 4:29:55 GMT
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Post by druid627 on Jan 16, 2015 0:49:44 GMT
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Post by druid627 on Jan 16, 2015 0:56:52 GMT
deathbed soliquity
When all is said and done, when last I lay me down the last thing I'll remember is that I did drown'd in the ocean of you,m'love my life forever changed your love washed over me my whole life rearranged for better when the tide came in at the ebb,for the worse and since the final ebbing I've lived under a curse that nothing upon this plane could ever lift from me now I wait for death to finally set me free the ending,yet beginning the sweetest of peace and in its dark embrace I shall gain release from the pain and grief caused when you did depart and left my empty shell with a scared and broken heart I sit and wait for the end it shall come real soon.... betwixt the setting of the sun, and the rising of the moon in the total darkness of this haunted night my pain shall be lifted as my soul takes flight to the eternal terminal to head to my next one sometimes the body carries on long after live is done..... the time is now.... Je fini
mickey 12-6/80
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Post by druid627 on Jan 16, 2015 0:59:17 GMT
Letter to Lori '77
when it comes down to it when all gets said and done in the depths of my soul I know you are the one that I was destined for no one else would do all the rest were time fill until I met you and now that it has come to pass that we have the other found our spirits are chomping at the bit to get off the ground and take the moon by storm, and assail Heaven's gate we were meant to be together Karma,Kismet,or Fate... which ever name you call it just know that it will be you and I, side by side throughout eternity
mickey
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Post by druid627 on Jan 16, 2015 1:03:38 GMT
Misunderstanding OR I'm sorry Dearest
The letters I sent were returned the flowers were denied the candy dripped in my mailbox everything I've tried to brighten my lady's mood came to no avail I do fear,at this time I am doomed to fail
The spat was ignominious a misdemeanor d'amore a faux pas that wasn't much but caused her to slam the door in my face,as it were She hasn't answered my calls I've been cut off from my heart I'm bouncing off the walls
I've stopped the standard kiss up tricks for I know that they won't work and the more I try them the more I'm seemed a jerk I've got nothing more to give except feelings,which I impart In this missive that I send wrapped around my shattered heart
I leave it all to you now I've got no more to give I just know without you I've no reason to live Let's pass the status quo and from this,move beyond... Heaven is when you're here, and hell is when your gone
mickey
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Post by druid627 on Jan 16, 2015 1:12:28 GMT
For my love
A smile that is freely given, Laughter that is heart-felt, Wisdom given when needed, Comfort to my troubled mind, Balm for my tortured soul, Bandage for my wounded body- You are all that,and more...
You are my lighthouse beacon on life's tumultuous seas, You are the one who knows the pain inside of me. You are the guide post on the highway of life, You are the only one who can end the strife. You are all that,and more...
Without you,I drift along the days become a blur Without you,each day I become less sure Without you,the night grows forever long, Without you,I'm not sure how long I can go on. You are all that and more...
mickey
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Post by druid627 on Jan 16, 2015 1:15:17 GMT
Moon message
I step outside to cool my head the moon is full and bright reflecting on the new fallen snow it's cool healing light I pause in the cold crisp night my thoughts turn unto you and the fact that you're not here turns my mood to blue I miss your smile, your laugh, your voice and your body sweet I know that until we meet again my life won't be complete So I send to you my love bounced off the silvery moon until the time we reconnect I know it will be soon I can't live without you All I can do is survive until the day you come to me and make me come alive
mickey
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Post by squirt on Jan 16, 2015 19:53:33 GMT
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Post by druid627 on Jan 17, 2015 6:20:56 GMT
Yearning
Restless, I toss and turn in my lonely bed, With only your vision dancing in my head, But you are not here. I lie and dream in fits and starts, Wanting you to calm my heart, But you are not here.
My eyes open with a jerk, And curse the sleep that doesn't work, Because you are gone. Although it's cool,my hair is wet Dampened by a feverish sweat, Because you are gone.
I get up and change the bed, Pass the mirror,my eyes are red, For I know you won't be back. I take a shower to relieve Muscles that quake like leaves, For I know you won't be back.
I lay back down and try again To sleep.But as just as I do,then You come back to me. And as the tolling of a bell, I'm released from my hell, For you came back to me.
mickey
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Post by druid627 on Jan 17, 2015 6:24:58 GMT
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Post by druid627 on Jan 17, 2015 6:27:55 GMT
Determination
There is a place that I know where I used to like to go and think upon things that bothered me the how,where,when ,and why rhymes and reasons did fly I'd go there to gain some clarity as I sat and question things my mind raced,my thoughts did sing and my my dreams got forged in the fire shaped by the hammer of life upon the anvil of pain and strife into the form of what I did desire but I found out too late that I forgot to factor fate into the equations of what I wanted but fate,she has a way of leading all things astray because of that omission I'm haunted I need to find that place again and this time,not repeat the sin that got me here to this point in time then I will with all my might get my life into the light and relieve myself of my curse's grime
mickey
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Post by druid627 on Jan 17, 2015 6:31:33 GMT
Bittersweet changes
the hazy days of summer the oppressive heat and ennui have finally given up their hold driven by a crisp morning breeze
the stiff feel of new Levi's the slight pinch of brand new shoes on feet three months unencumbered the smell of sharp pencils and glue
The smell of the mimeograph Chalk dust heavy in the air slow turning fans that disperse the cloud the finding of your chair
the bell that releases us the bus that takes me home an order from the chaos I miss that,now it's gone
but with the end of summer brought with it another pain the knowledge that you'd soon be going home again
the days are getting shorter the leaves are changing hue and the smoke from the bonfire only serves to remind me how much I miss you...
mickey
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Post by druid627 on Jan 17, 2015 6:39:41 GMT
Letter to Lori-'78
You are somewhere that I'm not not that I begrudge you dearest but the fact you're not here makes my life seem the dreariest one in existence. I miss you laugh,your smile, your grace your way of bringing out my best the way you brighten up a room.... No one else can pass the test to bring me out of despair's well as easily as you. This is why when e're you're gone my whole world is blue I know that you miss me You've said as much that when we're torn apart you hunger for my touch My will,my passion,my humor warped the way I state my love for you... Yet though the miles keep us apart I can't help but send my love to you! until i hold you in my arms I'll cry myself to sleep but will first send you my love for you to safely keep.
mickey
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Post by druid627 on Jan 17, 2015 6:43:37 GMT
Christmas night missive,'79
m'Beloved Lorelei, Every one is gone home, the feast has been reduced to ham crumbs,gravy splotches bits of uneaten pies and cookies are scattered,half filled glasses abound left for the host to clean the mess. I go around and clean this up but my mind is not on this.... the party was a good time enjoyed by all-but me. All I could do is think of you and curse the fact you weren't here I missed you most of all my love and I want to make this clear that come the next yuletide this will not be repeated we WILL be together and whatever we do where ever we go together,nothing is impossible and this will be so the holidays will be joyous again because you are here nothing will stop this from happening next year. I love and miss my best girl the only one for me next year we start living for all eternity together forever mickey
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Post by druid627 on Jan 17, 2015 6:47:48 GMT
The Sweetest Nightmare
She stands in the doorway,with 2 flutes in one hand - in the other,a magnum of Dom,awaiting my command. Her long black hair unfettered,covering her full,heaving breasts; I suddenly realize why I love I love her best. Her shear creamy negligee stopping at mid-thigh, and a suggesting,playful twinkle a dancing in her blue eyes. Her long legs propel her hither,as huskily she says: "My Dearest~what you thirst for awaits you on the chaise!" She stretches out languorously,and begins to pour as I stand and cross the room,my robe behind me hits the floor. She reaches out and gently strokes my taunt,quivering flesh....
Then the DAMNED CLOCK goes off,returning me to this mess!!!!!!
Then I wake up....
mickey
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